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My Heart Hurts.

I tot i am strong. That its no big deal.

But I never expect seperation to be of so much pain.

I hate the Rat Race.

I rather live simply and be happy then be well off and all but couldn't have her by myside.

Saw something comforting:

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain,

but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way.

Just treat it as a test to make me stronger.

I'm sure she knew that even though i didn't get to see her everyday, my love for her will not be any less.

Motherhood.

Sigh.