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I've got butterfiles in my stomach.

Tomorrow is the selection and i am so damn nervous.

Tuesday really whacked my body and down supplements. Today did some endurance swim and down supplements again.

Really don't know how tomorrow. Everyone behaved like as if i've pass the selection and going for the course. Felt kinda stressed. Like if i don't pass, everyone gonna be disappointed.

Sigh.

Went for the selection 3 years ago and i sucked badly during that time. Was saboed into thinking that the push ups are girl style push ups and was farking embarassed by the riggers taking the selection.

Maybe the phobia is there.

Today R4 is so nice to take off so that we can go chill out( coz i took half day off to chill). But in the end also quarrel over little things. Feel so silly. Hahahhahahahahahah. Guess married couples are like that.

Went to watch Resident Evil. Its freaking nice. Very entertaining. If i can be half what milla johovich is , tomorrow's selection will be the last thing on my mind. Hahahahhahaah

Oh well, gotta go rest and see how tomorrow.

P.s: A lotta people called and wish me Good Luck. Sometimes i wonder good luck for fark? I need Good Strength, Good Power Or Good Speed. Hahahahahhahaha. Nevertheless, it is people's good intention and i'm grateful for it.

P.P.S: Having badddddddd cramps.....butterfiles in my stomach behaving as if they are having a party at Zouk. Can die.