Thursday, September 30, 2004

***
I like the sound of water.

Time passes fast today. Morning had a C-PAM lesson, noon the usual DB training and after 1400 hrs, the 2nd session of C-PAM all the way till time to go home.

Tomorrow got mini biathlon as part of the DB training. Hope the Mini is really mini. Maybe like run 1km and swim 10 laps? Heehehheheheehee......

*prays really really hard*


Saw the email today that the training sessions in the afternoon are compulsary! I didn't know that. I just thought the encik was being on the ball..... sigh.

Felt a bit sick today, think R4 passed the flu bug over. Quickly popped some medicine and thank God that i am feeling ok now. Don't know about tomorrow though.

Had dinner and was waiting for the SINGAPORE IDOL to start. As usual, was rooting for my fav 2 bengs. Hehhehhhehehehhe

R4 took the initiative to vaccum and mop the floor today. I'm so touched by him . So to show him my appreciation,, i've decided to do the laundry. Haahahhahahahaha :)

Push up count: 10 ( WHEN CAN I EVER HIT 15!!!)

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

***

The Lifetime of a moment.... Opps. It's the Moment of a Lifetime.

Guess the DB training's effect is starting to show. I'm feeling tired and sleepy. Today's work out is a bit tough. In short, circuit, swim and strokes. Sigh... tomorrow still have training.....

Rushed to Cheong's ROM and was happy for them. They looked so radiant and so in love.

After they exchanged rings and when the Justice of Peace (JOP) said that "you may kiss the bride".... My mind drifted to 2 years ago when it was R4 and my turn.

I distinctly remembered that i saw from Ken & Avia's ROM that there is this part of kissing the bride and i so wanted it to be perfect. The day before our ROM, i even told him that there is this part and i hope that he can kiss me on the lips. Gently and lovingly, something like a peck. Not those passionate, X rated and slobberly kiss. He said sure, no prob.

I was so happy that 'The Kiss' will be the way i wanted. The perfect kiss.

Then when the moment came.....

JOP: "Mr Ong, You may now kiss the bride."
R4: * Smiling*
This is it... the perfect kiss. I stand still for him to kiss but... wait a min... he....

He kissed my forehead.

I was like *shocked* for 2 secs and everyone was clapping and congragulating but... i want my kiss....i was still in a daze that i didn't get my kiss and it was time for me to sign the cert.

Was happy that i am married to him but there is that twinge of disappointment that i didn't get the perfect kiss. To me, a kiss on a forehead is like for family, friends,pets but for people in love?

When R4 picked me up today from work, i told him abt Cheong's ROM and mentioned about their kiss.

San-d: too bad i don't have.
R4: Who call u so short.
San-d: It is a lifetime of a moment thing u know!
R4: Whats a lifetime of a moment?
San-d: Opps. I mean moment of a lifetime.
R4: *laughs* Anyway, a kiss of the forehead doesn't mean i love u any less. You see my friends, they kissed their wives on the lips during ROM, they still kiss other girls on their lips. I different, you won't see me kissing other girls on their forehead. Your forehead is special. * Grin Widely*

For that moment, i nearly believed him.

But when he added.....

R4: somemore your forehead so oily, if i don't love you a lot, you think i will kiss there meh?
San-d:* What the Fark...*

Sigh.

My Conclusion: maybe he was just nervous on that day and he didn't know what to do.

HahahahhahaaHahahahahah.

Pushup count: 10 ( Arms getting tired from the DB training)

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

***

Rainy...sunny...rainy...++


Was super lazy today...

Maybe due to the aches that are still present?

Went DB training, Did 8 laps of frontcrawl and 10 laps of breast stroke... then the powerlaps and the stroking practice......

So tired.

The weather is super cranky today. It was sunny then rainy then sunny then thunderstorm. Was so worried that i might be striked by lightning on my way back from the pool.

Wanted to see the show 'white chicks'. Got preview tixs to go. But work end late, too tired and no one want to go with me. I exhuasted all my revenues. So sad. So wasted the tixs. Sigh.....

R4 is not feeling well, got a sore thoart and fever is flaring up but he don't wanna see Doc. Thinks Panadol and woods cough mixture will cure it. Up to him la. And now nonsensical R4 is blahing to the TV programme's cooking show .... imitating the person introducing the cooking show.... But the show is in malay..... and he in his broken melayu goes... satu spoon... dua.. tiga.... ermm... erhmmm.... blah blah blah....

How i wish i am at the preview......

Sigh.

Push up count: Never do today. Too lazzzzyyyy.....*yawn*

Monday, September 27, 2004

***

Skins.

Ta-Duh!

Presenting my new template! Boo inspired! Hehehehehheeh

Woke up this morning by some phonecalls and can't go back to sleep anymore. So decided to have breakfast, stretchhhhhh.... and surf.

Talked to Wen, she looking for a place to stay, offered her my spare room, she says she'll think about it.

Afterwhich, i've been self learning how to make my blog more interesting, trying out different skins,modifying the layouts.... i must say this is very therapeutic! I really like the outcome! A bit too pinkish but no choice as this is the color of Boo!



Do i really look like her?? *wondering* hmmm.....

So to all my pals who think i look like her.... This one's for ya.


Push up count:6 ( can't really do with all muscle aching and the furkids wanting to attack me the moment i'm at the push up mode)

Sunday, September 26, 2004

***

Suicide Mission Completed.

Today i completed my suicide mission.

Fortunately i survived (but with only some 'injuries').

Never in my whole life had i been so determined. I managed to complete the 21km run without giving up and managed to clocked it at 3hrs 10 mins.Though not a deh ner ner (i.e. good)timing but it is my virgin attempt and i'm proud of it.

Reasons why i am proud of it:
1. Never been much of a runner.
2. Left feet injured
3. Didn't thought i have the will power and to be able to complete.

What happened today:

Woke up at 0400(courtesy of Krisy's morning call), reach padang at 0510, run starts @ 0545hrs - super crowded and have to thank krisy who held my hand and lead me all the way to the middle, if not i'll take longer to finish. Its like a massive great singapore sale and everyone rushing to get freebies....

Was running all the way till the 6km mark when i felt a sharp pain at my ankle, thats when i know i'm in trouble. I realised that the morning wind and the crowd really motivates me to run.... but my feet is getting worse. When i reach east coast, i was running and walking and running and walking.

But i felt a bit lonely coz i was running alone as i'm the slowest in the team, but was so happy to see some familiar faces (friends from other units) along the way.

Noticed that there are many funny people running / walking/ jogging along with me.

- The whiners: Whined about everything, the run, the organisers, the distance, their work etc... I try to avoid people like them coz its very irritating and it brings down my morale.... so when i encounter such people, i try to run faster away from them.

- The buayas: These people bascially checking the female runners out. They'll go:" wah, chio bu!" "Wah, see her butt! " etc. Super disgusting.

- The cannot lose out to people kind: When they see their friends running faster then them, they will try all means to overtake their friends.

- The slow and steady kind: They will either walk or jog at a steady pace and go all the way.

- The walk in the park kind: They think this is a leisure stroll and will buy titbits, drinks and gossip all the way to the finishing point.

- The F1 kind: These people start late but try to run fast to catch up with the people in front or to beat their timing or something. You can find them swerving in and outta people like a formula one race.

When i reached beach road area, i felt like i was dying coz its 0800plus( the sun is shining so brightly!!),my feet hurts and the pain radiates to the knee....

I told myself that no way i can give up, i mean how stupid is it to give up at the 18km mark? So i lumbered on and when i finally reached the ending point..... I am so excited and when i looked up to see the time - 03:10:**(can't remember the secs), the pain in my feet and knee miraculously disappeared for the split second. Hee hee hee.

Went over to find encik and the rest of the team, did my stretching, called ser to meet her at funan for her to collect her x box and chilled till encik dismissed us.

Popped over to Funan to meet ser for breakfast at delifrance, collected x box, went over to Raffles city to collect the car then headed home.

After washing up, chilled , took a short nap....R4, ser and me went to compasspoint for Dinner @ Mos Burger.

Now at home, relaxing, resting : my poor aching feet, knee( from ahm) and my aching left butt, back, shoulder ( from DB).

R4 is at his usual X box mode but since he completed his Ninja game... he is now at his Spy mode ( currently playing splinter cell).
He think he is some ex navy seal carrying out some secret mission.

Can die.

Hahahahhahahhahaa.

Push up count: NIL( Ache like fark, how to do....)

Saturday, September 25, 2004

***

Sea water gets in my eyes....

I'm supposed to be sleeping now but i can't.

Maybe coz R4 is not hm? I don't know. Always sleep late when he is not around.

Anyway...

The reason that i'm supposed to be sleeping now coz i am participating in tomorrow's AHM. have to report at 0530 hrs and to do 21km. I must be crazy. If i am well and all, it should not be that bad. But to send a "handicapped" poor me to go,I think this is suicide.

I think my feet problem is due to my shoes. Was wondering should i buy new shoes? But i wouldn't have time to break them in? But if i dun buy, my feet got no proper cushion? Sigh... WTF... like what R4 will say....."suffer u busted!"hahahahahha

Today went to my 1st DB session . (note: DB is dragonboat, not dragonball heheheh) It was fun, got a nice tan and on top of that.... also got a blister on my left hand, left butt ache, sea water in my eyes( coz from the splashing of the sea water) and feeling wet and sandy.

What long strokes, J strokes, short strokes, competition strokes, use your plunging hand, don't bend your elbow, anchor your feet...... thats pretty much it. hahahahahaaha

The officer in charge keep asking us if we are coming back.... like we have a choice... haahahaa....

Anyway, i really gotta go force myself to zzzzzz if not really suicide tomorrow.

Till then.

Push up count: 10 ( FINALLY! 5 more to go!)
***

My EP life.

Many events had happened these 2 days and i simply have no time to blog.

Event 1: Dragon(roar) Boat Training(start 22 sep).

Was informed by Encik Tim that Krisy and i had to participate in some Singapore river ragatta thingy and had to train for the team. We really don't know that we are in for. Swimming, practicing strokes, more swimming.... agghhhrr.....

Tomorrow morning at 0900 - 1200 ...more training..... sure will become as dark as a golliwog and have arms like popeye when the training ends....

Event 2: My injured Feet (left)(22 sep till now)

Injured my left feet/ankle after the 15km run. I think it is due to my shoes. It is not meant for running anything more than 5 km i guess. Also i don't think that i'm that conditioned to run 15 km(thats another issue altogether...hehheh)

The poor feet's pain intensifies each day and by today i'm limping like someone who has one leg longer than the other. When to see a sinseh today, she said i injured some nerve .. blah blah blah.... after the message, it still feels the same.... hmmmm.... see tomorrow how la... hopefully it gets better by sunday(AHM!!!- e killer day.)

Event 3: Steve & Jean's ROM (23rd Sep)

This cute couple decided to tie the knot finally (after much 'what ifs'). Hehehehhee...The whole gang turned up at the wedding, it was a very nice event... everyone is happy..... though there were the usual ROM/marriage jokes. Hahahahahaha.

Event 4: Bartop dancing heats 2 @ Wongs (23rd sep)

Jac kept talking abt it.

So we decided to go and see.

Some were so nice, sexy, senusal that my nose almost sprut blood that i may need to stuff it with tampons to stop the bleeding. Hehehehhee

Others were plain crappy , think pole dancing is holding the pole and shake or worse still, saw one that danced round the pole like it was some ritual dance. wahahahahhahh .There was this girl who was drunk/high/on drugs??? thhat when she danced, she could hardly balance and even tripped on her way down the stage! These are the kind that it makes it painful to even watch.

The funny part is that we are being fed the wrong information by jac and was there @ Wongs since 2045. The heats was on only @ 2230. Jac came down at 2130 and was yakyakyak by me.
The only consolation is that we managed to conquer the bar counter and had a very good view of the heats. :P

Event 4: Dinner & Dance(24 sep)

Just came back from the D&D. Overall was quite ok but the entertainment is boring and the events company hired by the organisers are the same that the previous D&D used. So the jokes are recycled. Sigh...

The food was ok and there was this cute waiter with floppy hair! Hahhahahha didn't catch his name though coz the nametag is very small. Anyway can see that he must be those poly student waitressing @ banquets to earn pocket money kind. I think he is the best thing at the D&D, hehehehehe eye candy mah. :p

I guess thats all for now. Feeling really pooped! So tired. Tomorrow morning still got DB session @ 0900.... Wah..... *sobz*

Push up count: Still 9. (This is getting no where!)



Tuesday, September 21, 2004


My friends say i look like her. Don't know to be happy or sad.
***

Omigosh... Time??!!

Wake up late today. Supposed to be at ECP @ 0715 but i woke up @ 0650.

Changed and practically floored it to ECP as fast as i can... i was likw 120....110....120....*darting glances to see there are no tps* and when i finally reach ECP at 0720... someone else is also late too... agghhhrrrr.... but luckily i'm not the latest. Hee heeh eeheehee

The reason why i am at ECP so early is that i am going to do the impossible(to me) today. That is to conquer 15km. The warm up was ok and surprisingly i do not have any -ve feelings today towards the run. My mood was pretty ok.

Then the run starts....

2mins: Still with the group
4mins: I am lagging.... but still can see the group
4min30sec: The group is getting further... but i can still see ah lai... hahah he also lagging.....
6 mins: Where the fark are they??
15 mins: Er.... which route to run.... where r they?
30mins: Waterpoint 1..... yeah....huh? what u mean this is only 4 km?? I ran 4km in 30 mins? thats freaking slow!!!!!
45mins: Saw the guys running back already.
1hr 15mins: Hello, ser.... i wannna die.... i running 15km... wahahahhaha*wailing to sihui via hp coz running alone boring*
1hr 30 mins: Where am i.... my ankle hurts.... wah got cute angmoh guy cycle past.... must pretend to run... heehee
1hr 45 min: Yeah.... see mac Donalds... very fast reach big splash..... huh... the rocks says 6km... meaning i have to run 1.5km to ending point... there must be a mistake...
2hrs: Huff puff.... kill me.... my ankle..... end of run.... hiya.... my leg like numb..... tonight sure ache like fark... stretch san-d SSSSSTTTTTRRREETTCCHHHHHHHHHH!

After this agonising 2 hrs run, walk, jog, crawl watever u call this attempt, we went to eat mac D. The sausage egg muffin never tasted so nice and the iced milo.... yummy!

In the end, i have to drive all the way back camp ,smelly tired me with my acheing ankle.

Spent the rest of the afternoon resting, back to office check mail, helping encik with Access and waiting for 1730 so that i can go home!!!

Went to fetch R4 from work too then have dinner then came home and horror part2: the furbabies brought down the clothes rack!!!! I was like : FArk FArk FArk.... Agghhhhhh then all 3 ran to the 'hiding place' aka underneath the kitchen cabinet. Heh heh heh heh.

Was online all the way till now updating my blog. Did nonsense stuff mainly some personailty tests and uploaded it on my multiply. Hahahahhahaha

R4 got a shocked when he checked mail and it was 38 mails! With more than half is multiply's alerts. ahahahahhahahahaha

R4 nonsense ways( part1): talking to furkids(dogs)

Scene 1: R4 went to take his x box controller, ready to morph into his NINJA mode when he suddenly noticed somthing.....

R4: San san, get off the chair.
sansan: *stares blankly at him while sitting on his comfy brown leather chair*
R4: *raise voice a bit* San san, get off the chair!!
sansan: *cannot be bothered*
R4: Airle, go and ask sansan get off the chair.
Airle:* also stare blankly at him*
R4: Darling u see san san ....... ( i cannot he bothered too~ ha ha to him)
R4: Sansan, i sit on u arh.... * while attemtping to sit on sansan*
Sansan:*jumps off * (must be thinking he is a nut case)
R4: *happily sits on chair and morph into RYU HAYABUSA aka ninja mode.

TheEnd.

Hehehehhehehehehehehehe

Push up count: 9 standard, can do up to 15 non standard.
P/s:Oh Ya... heard the selection is on 27th Oct.... Gan Ba Deh!!!! Jia you! Wo-AHHHHHH!





Furry Trio.... Little terrors.... My furkids!
***
Smile a lot. It confuses people.
Today R4 did a stupid thing.
He tot he got dental appt. In the end, he went and realised it the wrong day.
Have to go back camp in the end. Make me waste my off day for nothing.
Tot can spend some time with him.

Sigh.

Anyway, met ser @ around 3pm and we went to look for the wedding pressie part 2.
Went to swaroski crystal and to cut a long story short, we got her 1 pair of very cute crystal squirrels in the end. We then also bought a pair of japanese wedding couple ornaments and
viola!
Jean & Steve wedding pressie hamper!

Ser offered to wrap for us. I felt so paisay, coz jean also not her close friend but was grateful that she did.

Went home n to my horrors of horrors, the furkids savaged my laptop adapter. Nearly wanted to make minced meat outta them but i kept my cool. In the end, i just pretend to want to wallop them and they were so scared all of them went to hide underneath the kitchen cabinet. Wahahahahaha.

R4 and i packed our wardrobe and i realised i can't stand the way he asked me questions.

We were packing our clothes and tidying up the wardrobe. And i brought my pile of clothes down to fold. I knew beside me is the soiled bedsheet. But i don't give a damn.

R4: Do u know what is beside your pile of clothes?
San-d:* just turn around to take a quick glance, feeling a bit irritated*
R4: Darling, do u know what is placed there beside your pile of clothes?
San-d: why do u have to be so sacarstic?
R4: No.... I ....
San-d: why can't u just tell me that it is near the soiled sheets, why can u say, eh, your clothes is near the soiled sheets?
R4: thats the way i talk.. er...
San-d: Then change the way u talk! i can't stand the sarcasm!
R4:*sulking*

Just don't understand?? Why must he speak like this??? Why can't he be straight to the point.

That is only part one.

Subsequently.....

After packing up the clothes, i went to shower and was online when he came outta the room....

Seeing that i was talking on the phone and using the net, he asked...
R4: Are the clothes washed already?

i was like...... *volcano erupting*

San-d: can't u just go to the washing machine to see?

Hiya!!! i am doing things mah. Not like i shaking leg watch tv or something! Really wondering why is he programmed like that.....

Push up count:9! ( keep it coming!!!!!)

Monday, September 20, 2004

***

Still of the night.

So late.

Can't sleep.

MTV stills play crappy songs. They think no one watching it at this time of the day?

I like falling in love. Its great, its fun , its spontaneous and that special feeling in your heart.

But the aftermath sucks.

*singz* All this time you are pretending.

So much for my happy ending. *singz*

Push up count: still 7...... *beep po beep po beep bo*
***

Oh well.

Nothing to do. So bored. Can't sleep.

Chatting with Ser on MSN. Listening to crappy songs on MTV. Really hoping for nice songs... but....

Anyway, today had a nice surprise in the morning. Mummy bought bird nest up to my place. How nice of her. Then realise is elgin that noti brat wanna play x box. Hahahahha. So got woken up pretty early.

Ser n i had lunch then R4 came home from work. We just chilled then went to town to get wedding pressie for Jean & Steve. Decided to get her losta stuff with our combined amount, than to buy her one expensive gift. Like that more fun. Wahahahahah.

Wen smsed me this morn that fat commando wanna cool things off between them. Was shocked to hear. Felt so sad for her. This is the 3rd break up i heard in less than 2 mths.

I think break-up is an epidemic. It is spreading..... like SARS.... like bird flu.....

Ok. I just being nonsenscial. Heh heh heh.

But am really sad for her. In short, she did a charlotte and he did a philip. If u know what i mean.

Today R4 knew that MJ will be working . He was like gushing over the fact that she's working. I was like "So? Whats the biggie?" He said with her character, she don't work etc. I was like WTFFFFF?? Anyway to cut the long story short, we went, peeped, she was there, we went dinner, came back, she left, he sad.

Hahahahhahaahahahaha. OR BEeeeeeee to him.

I really can't see what's the fascination with her?
I always get that feeling when he talk abt MJ. Not only talk,when msning, emailing, friendstersing etc. She is like his goddess, i'm just like the back on earth wifey. This is sucky farky. With this going on, how can you get to the future if the past is still present?

Gotta do something about this fascination with MJ.

Woahahahahhahahhhaah*evil luff* (like real)

Pushup count: 7 ( this is an improvement!) & MTV is still playing crappy songs!!!!

Rainebowskye!

Marc Jacobs. Sigh. Really regret never buy.

Saturday, September 18, 2004

***

Laze.

Today is a very lazy saturday.

Didn't do much except to laze around and to surf net.

Went party yesterday and slept till the 1st wake up call for R4 at 8am by ser. Asked her for morning call coz he had to go to work. Then he left for work. Then i went back to sleep.....

Dirfted in and out of sleeping mode......

till at 1300 hrs, i decided to wake up once and for all and wash up, had lunch, log on etc....

Ser came over at 4pm and we chill till now. Watch SATC, ate kfc, watch the dragon sabre show thingy (yi tian tu long ji) ........

Basically a lazy lazy day......

Oh ya, the push ups.... today better 3 already.

BUT NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!! *BEEP BO BEEP BO BEEP BO BEEP BO.....*

Friday, September 17, 2004

***

Airborne selection.

Cirteria:
15 Standard push up.
20 sits up in 1 min.
1.6km run in 10 mins.
6 standard inclined chinups.
straight arm hang for 15 sec.

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15 push ups.
15 freaking standard chest touch hand on floor push ups.

Sounds easy. Maybe to most men. Maybe to some women.

But not to me.

Sigh.....

I feel so so so so so so so so sad that i can't do it! Its been 2 years!

Ok. I didn't train till 2 weeks ago. But after my max the other time of 8 STANDARD ones, i am back to 2 again.

Anyway, when i submitted my name for the nomination for the airborne course, i was like half thinking i will not be selected. But i am selected(dunno if i should be happy or not).

I was initially YIPPEE!! But reality had sunk in and i know the selection is somewhere early/mid oct... and i can only do 2 S.pushups?

I am in my PANIC mode.

*Beep bo beep bo beep po beep po .....*

Push up Count: 2 (miserable) :(